knowing

some people know that they know

some people know that they don't know

some people don't know that they know

some people don't know that they don't know

which one are you?

the mermaid legend

i was sailing in the western sea

i was writing in my journal

the sea was calm,calm as my heart

the sea breeze,the sky,the sun

they were beautiful

i tried to close both of my eyes

suddenly,one of the crew was screaming

he was pointing

he was pointing on the storm

the sky was turning dark

the storm hit our ship

the ship wrecked

we're all drowning

i start to lose my consciousness

am i dreaming or something?

i bet i am

a few drowned sailors in the ocean

then i saw

a tail and fins that i saw right before i passed out

looking up,i saw long hair flowing along with the current

such a beautiful appearance as if,i'm seeing a dream or a vision

the mermaid legend

if this is a dream,please let me stay

a boy and apple tree

A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come & play around it everyday. He loved the tree & the tree loved to play with him.

Time went by. The little boy had grown up & he no longer played around the tree everyday. One day, the boy came back, he looked sad.

Come & play with me, tree asked the boy. I am no longer a kid, I want toys. I need money to buy them. Sorry, but I don’t have money. But you can sell all my apples. The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree & left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples.

One day, the boy returned & the tree was so excited. “Come & play with me” the tree said. “I have to work for family. We need a house for shelter”

“Sorry, but I don’t have a house. But you can chop off my branches to build your house.” So the boy cut all the branches of the tree & left happily, but the boy never came back since then.

One day, the boy returned & the tree was delighted. The boy said, “I am sad & getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. I need a boat.”

“Use my truck to build your boat”. So the boy cut the tree truck to make a boat. He went sailing & never showed up for a long time.

Finally, the boy returned after he left for so many years. “Sorry, my boy. But I don’t have anything for you anymore” the tree said.

“I am too old for that now” the boy said.

“I really can’t give you anything. The only thing left is my dying roots.” the tree said with tears.

“I don’t need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years.” the boy replied.

“Good! Old tree roots is the best place to lean on & rest. Come, come sit down with me & rest.”

The boy sat down & the tree was glad & smiled with tears

1 Corinthians 13

Love

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part,but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

all's well that ends well

i'm still wishing

i'll keep on hoping

i'll wait right here

wherever you may go

wherever you may run

because i believe in you

in the end all's well that ends well

ironic

isn’t it ironic?

we ignore the ones who adore us

adore the ones who ignore us

love the ones who hurt us

hurt the ones that love us

my dad's vision

my dad always tells me that we have a high pride

never sell our pride to anyone or anything

he told me not to take back our words

what's done it is done

we must take the consequences whatever it is

that is why i never take my words back

even if i wanted to

even if i really wanted to

you?

cold pale skin

tainted purple lips

i see you shivering

in this cold weather

in this cold wind

let's put this awkward silences aside

let me embrace you with this kiss

confused

my head is spinning

spinning round and round

i feel so dizzy

very very dizzy

since that day

vulnerable

haunted

i feel like being haunted

i cannot think the way i used to think

i cannot act the way i used to act

the grim feelings that won't get away

consuming me

i am not myself anymore

i am so vulnerable

that's what i know for sure

alphabet?

I wonder if illiterate people get the full effect of alphabet pictures?

gundam!

ZGMF - X10A
FREEDOM GUNDAM

Model number: ZGMF-X10A

Code name: Freedom Gundam

Unit type: prototype assault mobile suit

Manufacturer: Integrated Design Bureau

Operator(s): ZAFT (Zodiac Alliance of Freedom Treaty); Three Ships Alliance

First deployment: 5 May C.E. 71

Accommodation: pilot only, in standard cockpit in torso

Dimensions: head height 18.03 meters

Weight: max gross weight 71.5 metric tons

Armor materials: unknown

Powerplant: ultracompact nuclear fission reactor, power output rated at 8826 kW

Equipment and design features: sensors, range unknown; Phase Shift (PS) armor; Neutron Jammer Canceler

Fixed armaments: 2 x MA-M01 "Lacerta" beam saber, stored on hips, hand-carried in use; 2 x MMI-GAU2 "Picus" 76mm CIWS, fire-linked, mounted on head; 2 x M100 "Balaena" plasma beam cannon, stored in wings, mounted over shoulders in use in HiMAT mode; 2 x MMI-M15 "Xiphias" rail cannon, folded underneath hips, spread out in use in HiMAT (High Mobility Aerial Tactics) mode, shield, mounted on left arm

Optional fixed armaments (docked with METEOR): 2 x 120cm high-energy beam cannon, 2 x 93.7cm high-energy beam cannon, 2 x MA-X200 beam sword , 77 x 60cm "Erinaceus" anti-ship missile launchers (22 per pod, 12 per arm unit, 9 on tail fin)

Optional hand armaments: MA-M20 "Lupus" beam rifle, power rating unknown

my favourite superhero

IRON MAN

Real Name
Anthony Edward "Tony" Stark

Aliases
"Shellhead", "Golden Avenger", "Tetsujin"; formerly Crimson Dynamo, Iron Knight, Hogan Potts, "Spare Parts Man"; impersonated Cobalt Man (Ralph Roberts)

Identity
Publicly Known

Occupation
Director of S.H.I.E.L.D., adventurer, president emeritus of Stark Industries, founder of Maria Stark Foundation; former CEO of Stark Enterprises, Stark Solutions, Stark Enterprises, Circuits Maximus & Stark International; former US Secretary of Defense, former technician for Askew Electronics

Citizenship
U.S.A.

Place of Birth
Long Island, New York

Education
Advanced degrees in psysics and electrical engineering

Height
6'1"; (in armor) 6'6"

Weight
225 lbs.; (in armor) 425 lbs.

Eyes
Blue

Hair
Black

Powers
Formerly none, but after being critically injured during a battle with the Extremis-enhanced Mallen, Stark injected his nervous system with a modified techno-organic virus to save his own life. This fused Stark's armor to his body, allowing him to store the inner layers of the Iron Man armor in the hollows of his bones as well as control it through direct brain impulses. He is also able to remotely connect to external communications systems such as satellites, cellular phones, and computers throughout the world. Because the armor's operating system is now directly connected to Stark's nervous system, its response time has been significantly improved. The Extremis armor grants him superspeed reactions and a healing factor able to regrow whole organs. He was able to stop Crimson Dynamo's heart and restart it.

Abilities
A genius level intellect that allows him to create a range of sophisticated inventions, most notably his Iron Man armor. Also possesses a keen business mind.

Paraphernalia
The Iron Man armor provides Stark with superhuman strength and physical protection. It allows Stark to fly using the jetboots. The armor contains a variety of weapons including repulsor rays, pulse beams, missile launchers, lasers, tasers, and flamethrowers. The unibeam in the center of his chest can emit various types of light energy and his helmet contains communication devices, scanning equipment, and recording devices.

war

CAN WE AT LEAST HAVE PEACE?

beast wars!

THE WAR OF THE BEASTS RENOWN!

forever and ever

There is something i have to tell you…

Is it something nice?

Not exactly…

Then it can wait…

It can? For how long?

Forever and ever…

Forever and ever is a very long time…

But,forever isn’t long at all when i’m with you…

I want to call your name forever…

And you will always answer forever…

And both of us will be forever you and me...

I want to stay like this forever…

If only i could promise forever…

Then we could just be we forever you and me...

I want to be with you forever…

I want you to be right here beside me forever…

One thing you should know…

No matter where i go,we’ll always be together...

Inspired by a song…

Dedicated to my beloved Christina Desty Elfira Santi

Made by Joshua Patar Ronald Nathanael Ananda Simbolon

LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

030508

030508…the best day of my life…

030508…the day i finally got her…

who is she?

does anyone know?

she is the one and only…

she is my queen…

she is my love…

she makes me feel like i never felt before…

she knows how to bring smiles on my face…

she never make fun of me…

she loves me even with my faults…

and most of all…she is so beautiful to me…

i love her so much!

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Christina Desty Elfira Santi - Joshua Patar Ronald Nathanael Ananda Simbolon

prelude

for the next 2 posts,it'll be taken from my frindster blogs...
so,pretty sorry if you have read it before...
just want to put them here...

my eyes!

kemaren malem karena gw laper,gw ngambil 1 bungkus indomie trus mau gw makan mentah-mentah rencananya...gw buka bungkus indomienya,buka bungkus bumbunya trus gw taburin bumbunya ke indomie...nah,udah gitu gw ngeliat ada semut di indomienya....gak tau kenapa gw setolol ini tapi gw tiup aja semutnya dan bumbunya muncrat ke mata gw...

Gw : "ARRRRGGGHHHH!"

Cica (adek gw) : "kenapa bang?"

Gw : "PERIH! MATA BANG YOS PERIH!"

Cica : "kok bisa perih?"

Gw : "GARA-GARA INDOMIE!"

Cica : "kok bisa ya bang?"

Gw : "ADALAH ITU!"

Cica : "maksudnya itu apa bang?"

Gw : "YA ENTAR DIJELASIN!"

Cica : "kapan dijelasinnya?"

Gw : "ARRRGGGHHH! ENTAR DIJELASIN! JANGAN NANYA-NANYA SEKARANG!"

Cica : "sini cica tiupin"

gw nyodorin mata gw ke mukanya,tapi gw ngerasa ada yang aneh...adek gw mau niup tapi kenapa mulutnya adek gw itu sampe monyong kayak sungut idung babi coba?

Cica : "cica tiupin ya,bang?"

Gw : "IYA-IYA CEPETAAAAN!"

Cica : (niup kenceng-kenceng)

Gw : "AAARRRGGGGHHH! MUNCRAAAAT! LUDAHNYA MUNCRAAAAT!"

Cica : "kok bisa muncrat? kan cica pelan-pelan niupnya"

Gw : "BABAHONG LO PELAN?!"

tiba-tiba adek gw yang paling kecil dateng...

Maygan (adek gw) : "bang yos kenapa sih,ca?"

Cica : "gak tau,nih...katanya matanya perih"

Maygan : "ini bang disiram pake ini aja bang biar gak perih lagi" (sambil nyodorin fruit tea yang lagi dya minum)

Gw : "ARRRRRGGGGHHHHH! KALO MAU MATA BANG YOS KEBAKAR SIH BOLEH! GAK ADA YANG BENER INI!"

trus adek gw yang dari tadi duduk di meja deket gw ngomong...

Grace (adek gw) : "yaudahlah,ke toilet aja kok susah amet"

Gw : "oiya! dari tadi kek ngomong"

ya memang adek-adek gw itu gak ada yang bener sama aja kayak abangnya,lain kali gw didik lagi biar tambah (gak) bener...

mixed ice?

karena krisis pembantu di saat liburan ini,gw dan bokap gw sengaja pergi ke rumah makan kecil deket rumah gw buat makan siang...lalu pas mesen makanan terjadilah percakapan seperti ini...

Bokap : "mbak,saya minta es campurnya 2"

Mp (Mbak-mbak pelayan) : "es campurnya habis tuh,pak"

Bokap : "kalo tadi ada es campurnya?"

Mp : "ada pak"

Gw : "yaudah,es campur yang tadi aja mbak"

Mp : "bentar ya,pak"

mbaknya pergi ke dapur trus berbincang-bincang dengan kokinya lalu kembali lagi ke meja makan gw...

Mp : "yang tadi juga udah habis,tuh"

Bokap : "kalo kemaren ada es campurnya?"

Mp : "ada pak"

Gw : "ya kalo gitu es campur yang kemaren aja,mbak"

Mp : "hmm,bentar ya mas"

sekali lagi tu pelayan pergi ke dapur,ngomong sama kokinya trus balik lagi ke meja gw...

Mp : "yang kemaren juga udah habis,tuh"

Bokap : "kalo kemarennya lagi?"

Gw : "Iya,yang kemarennya lagi ada?"

Mp : "kayaknya sih ada"

Bokap : "nah! yang itu aja"

Mp : "bentar ya,pak"

sama seperti tadilah...dya ke dapur,ngomong sama koki trus balik lagi...

Mp : "yang kemarennya lagi juga udah habis,pak"

Bokap : "yaudah,kalo gitu gak jadi mesen es campurnya deh mbak"

Gw : "iya,gak jadilah...es teh manis aja 2,mbak"

nah,barulah mbak-mbaknya mukanya udah gak enak gitu,baru nyadar dya dikerjain sama gw dan bokap gw,hha!